Oh sweet Jesus if there was a word to describe my feelings right now I would worship it.
On the upside, in that last thing I posted a few minutes ago, I used some real neat language.
Not been here for ages and probably not going to stay for long in this fleeting touch of the tumblr app button (heavy breathing)
I was such a happy fic writer, god, I sometimes think about my old fics and I just laugh because I was such a fucking comical genius, good god why didn’t anyone stop me.
Everything is so heartbreaking today, I don’t even have the words to explain how I feel. My two exams weren’t great today, I’ve given up on a good result in Chemistry. I come home tired as fuck because I’ve been getting to bed at around 12am almost every night and I have had a bad night’s sleep every night this week. Not to mention I was already sad as fuck since the weekend and now I come home to things I don’t want to know about and it’s so fucking terrible how powerless I am. I just can’t find the words to say how I feel, the English language just can’t accommodate.
It’s so sad how I’ve been left speechless by the most disheartening things.
small things to do that make your mind feel clearer
- close all your internet tabs except the one you’re using
- delete all your text messages
- delete negative people from social networks
- throw some things away. just throw them away
- tidy your desk. make a blank surface
- drink 3 glasses of water
- open the curtains
- wash your face and brush your teeth